Remember all those nights when we talked for hours? I miss it. I miss when we texted all day without getting tired. I miss when you liked being with me. I miss when I was happy with you. Because now I feel like every day is the same, like something is missing. The first thing I do when I wake up is to check my notifications to see if your name is there, but it never is. It hurts to see how the emotion between us is fading. It hurts to see you go away. But it hurts more to know that it’s all my fault, that if I had done something when I had the chance, I would still with a smile every day. Because yes, you were my reason to smile. And now all I do is cry because I know someone else is making you happier than I did. And that kills me because I still love you.
A.N