I had never felt like this before, after spending almost four years in an absurd war, where brothers fought against brothers, I could not believe that this had happened. I could hardly speak because of the pain, the anguish, and the loss of many loved ones, I could not be the same as before, I felt insecure, useless, I did not feel like before, I had lived many things, I had seen many deaths, and at night I only saw the faces of my dead or badly wounded comrades. However, I had never been so close to my family, the time after the war brought me closer to them than I had ever been in my whole life, they loved me, cared for me and supported me in spite of everything. Now I think that, despite the suffering, I know that everything bad leads to something good.
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