Hate

Hate, envy, resentment, jealousy… feelings that we think that are “hate”, but they are NOT. In some occasion you’ve probably said: “I hate you”. Maybe during a discussion with your friend or also with your parents. Well, you didn’t mean it, you just couldn’t think straight in those moments. You only feel “hate” when you want to become invisible for someone who doesn’t let you be yourself. It’s a feeling that no one will be able to describe.

Magova

My sporting change

I’m a shy, unconfident, tiny and nervous person, but there are some important moments in my life where I feel very powerful, strong and confident. Are you thinking about what makes me feel like that?  The answer is in all the feelings that cause me Mugendo. 
What is that? It’s a type of Martial art that combines Karate, taekwondo, tait-chi, personal defence… And makes me feel the hardest girl on Earth.

Maripili

My dream

If I were in a dream where I had to live in, I would like to be in one where every one were happy. After all, it’s a dream, isn’t it? In that dream I would like that the anguish, despair or anything related to bad feelings didn’t exist, because in my dream I would like to live without worries, as any person would want. Maybe some people would relate this to having money and fame but deep down the only thing they want is to live well, like every human would want.

Galppi

The beast

It was in a forest, a wild forest in Canada, when I felt the real danger of the wild animals. I was with my Canadian brother, when we heard a bellow. It was a black bear. We were riding a bicycle when we heard that. We didn’t know what to do in that situation, we thought we would be eaten by that beast. When his father appeared and he screamed at us saying: “Run to the road!”. We started running and we were able to go away from that beast. That day was the worst day of my life.

Gazeau Gang

The consequences of my biggest fear

Something woke me up in the middle of the night, my eyes got watery, I was feeling like I wasn’t myself. I felt butterflies in my stomach and my heart was accelerating every second. At that moment, I only wanted to run away, it was an strange feeling. “I can’t die now”; I was telling me. I was remembering all the moments with my family and I hoped that one day they would forgive me because I never had told them that I loved them, but… after some hours, I stopped breathing. I died escaping from my childhood. I had married escaping from myself and I had done it without thinking about the consequences of my biggest fear, the solitude.

Lotus flower

Reality break

Sometimes reality is too much, at the point that it can seem a dream or I should say, a nightmare. In some situations our heads make a “click” and we disconnect, it’s a thing that we aren’t able to control. It’s like a way of turning off what’s happening around us and slip away of the worries that torture us. But we mustn’t fall into the temptations of messing everything up, the best is to look ahead and try to focus in the present, live every moment and ask for help if that’s what we need. Nothing can stop us.

Mystydgdg

Love doesn’t exist

I’m feeling something on my cheeks, what is it?
I’m feeling something. What is it?
Please, tell me what is it. Do you feel what I feel?
Listen to me, look at me, answer me.
Don’t forget you’ve been by my side until now.
Say something, don’t leave me alone, don’t leave me.
Please stay, let’s go back to those moments.
Why did I realize so late? I’m losing you right now?
Or have I already lost you?

Maisan