I’m in the hospital, I just hear people talking but I don’t understand what they are saying. I can see my mum, she’s crying, I want to talk but I can’t. My mum just hugs me and she cries even more, then I see my sister with my dad. They have a sad face but they seem happy because I have woken up.
The two nurses are talking. Now I remember something else. I tried to kill myself with my father’s handgun. A policeman enters in the room; he wants that I tell him what happened. I only say “I’m just exhausted, I know I’m a 14 years old girl, I have all my life in front of me, but all the people I love betrayed me.”
At night I start feeling very bad, the bullet has hurt me in an important part of my brain. I don’t know why but death doesn’t scare me. I just close my eyes, my end has arrived. I’m finally in peace.
The sweet girl